It is a very bad week. I felt so sad and i cried. I go Malacca for 3 days because my shu gong has pass away because he got cancer. So sad:( . I saw many people cried, my heart also very pain, really very sad. When they take the coffin out, my shu po cried and of course my mother and i cried too. When we pray for him, her daughter and sons cried, his grandchildren was still very small and they don't really know that their grandfather have pass away so they did not cried. His grandchildren tell him to wake up because they think he is still sleeping. Last time my grandmother pass away, i also like that i did not cried or what i just keep playing with my cousins. Now then i know when someone relatives has pass away, it is very sad and i think many people will understand. But very sad my teacher don't let me go. But my mind is thinking when her someone has pass away, she cannot take leave then will she concentrate to teach us? Of course not, actually i also cannot concentrate on my studies la. The three days i played with my shu gong de grandchildren, they are very cute and nice. I enjoy it very much. The 3 days i stay in hotel. I 2 plus then sleep and 10 plus wake up. Morning go hotel de downstairs eat then at night also. The food at there is very nice but expensive. I think is ok la because the money is not from me, the food is nice and Singapore dollars change to Malaysia dollars can eat more then in Singapore mah. That is why so many people go Malaysia shop and eat. The other shop got sell roti prata and many food. I go there eat egg de roti prata and mee goreng , my mother tell the people don't cok so spicy but it is still so spicy but i like it very much. I eat till my face very red. My father tell the people to take some ice, when the ice come my mouth not spicy le... Then my mother eat the mee goreng and she say a bit spicy. I don't know how to eat spicy food de, so sad... People can enjoy it but i can't :( I really hope that people will not die lo.